octoberfeast :)

nak buka cerita2 terbaru..

weekend lepas, baru habis main bola kat Chicago untuk MAI Soccer Tournament. Baru first time main sama2 as a team, so tak seberapa ber-chemistry la. Keputusannye:

ISU 5 - 1 UIUC
ISU 3 - 1 Chicago
ISU 0 - 3 Purdue

Time game ketiga, ramai gila yang injured, and ref pun macam kayu nak mampos, so kitorang tak boleh nak buat apa dah, for the whole 50mins, kitorang tak dapat 1 foul pun, walhal purdue dapat 1 penalty, 2 indirect freekick dalam kotak, and 10-15 foul. Imagine je la camane tensennye main :(:(

Sekarang ni aku asyik mengidam nak telan mocha frappe tiap hari. Even mahal pun, still rasa nak beli jugak..huhu

Pastu, aku ingatkan nak save duit agak2 dalam $200, tapi tak boleh nak save pun, banyak sangat bil and sewa rumah nak dibayar :( so untuk duit bulan 11 ni, kena save at least $1000, baru boleh enjoy untuk roadtrip ke Florida akhir tahun ni. *** nanti aku update pasal roadtrip florida :)

In the mean time, lesen aku still under suspend, and aku taknak bayar 200++ just untuk hidupkan lesen aku semula, takut plak kalau lesen tu akan active tahun depan, sia2 je aku bayar.. tengok la nanti camane :(

Genap setahun yang lepas, I met someone special, right at my own house - and sekarang ni, she is my --- :) I LOVE HER SO MUCH! ("...kadang-kadang, kita takkan sangka apa yang kita nak sangkakan..." - spontan gile :))

Ok, Later ~~

new sem?

jom update sem fall 2011 ;)
first week yang agak slow, so mmg lambat la aku nak start enjin aku ni..huhu..
first week dah ade major assignment, lab, quiz, kene sound dengan prof.
even aku dah senior pun, aku still sesat jugak nak cari kelas..haha..pening kepala aku sekejap :(
so, courses yang ak berani amek sem fall ni :

Food Ingredient Interactions and Formulation
Food Processing
Food Chemistry
Fundamentals of Public Speaking
*bersama sama 3 lab yang menimbunkan kerja aku down the road :(:(

tu je. bye. tataaaa :)

cuti

orang lain kata blog dorang dah bersarang kalau tak update, aku telek2 takde sarang pun kat blog aku..haha
aku tak update pun sebab internet ni terlalu la slow sangat sangat macam anak harimau bintang yang takde kaki tapi nak berlari ke bulan..korang bayangkan je la eh..

so selama aku kat malaysia ni..pendek kate, ada 2 perkara yang paling syok bagi aku

F A M I L Y   &   M A K A N

aku pun tak tau kenape, bila aku nak makan something je, pas aku cakap kat mak aku, tup2, ade je mende tu kat atas meja makan keesokan hari..so, korang bayangkanlah betapa bahagianya aku duk kat malaysia ni, semua yang aku nak makan, semua ada je kat depan mata..dan2 time bulan ramadhan ni, makin banyak plak mende ak nk makan, at least takde la ak rindu sangat nnti bile dah balik semula ke ames.

mende2 lain yang ak rase syok - jalan2, driving, terawih, cakap melayu unlimited, birthday aku dan si dia jugee :), cat2 umah,main2 dengan auni (nanti aku pos gambar budak sorang nih), jumpe speaker kesayangan aku, tido, dan macam2 lagiiii..:):):)

dah  la, nanti aku update lagi, nak tido, esok nak bangun sahur plak..byeee tata titi tutu daaaa

i miss you

you know what you feel

when you really miss someone

and then looking at her pictures

makes you miss her more.

it is fine, just miss her that much
because you will love her more than that
[ she means everything to you ]

i miss you, and gonna miss you much much more :(:(

tihulif rumpas

lagi 13 hari nak final exam
lagi 19 hari nak tgk semula cerita choonhyang :)
lagi 39 hari midwest games kat madison
lagi 42 hari nak balik malaysia

pernah tak korang rase ade something wrong yang berlaku kat belakang korang tanpe korang tau. And bila tibe2 mende tu terjah depan mate, terus korang menggelabah macam tikus makmal. So, ape y kite boleh buat pun, just get ready for any possible things y akan datang dalam hidup, kalau kite tau kite akan kecewa ngan something, better get ready supaya takde la sedih sangat nnti :)

kadang2, kite cakap ape yang kite tak maksudkan or kite buat ape yand kite tak maksudkan -- kadang2 kite maksudkan something, tapi kite tak cakap or buat berdasarkan ape yang kite maksudkan :)

jangan terlalu berfikiran negatif, dan jangan terlalu berfikiran positif :)

sayarindusemuaorangyangsayarindu :)

LH

When the visions around you bring tears to your eyes

And all that surround you are secrets and lies

I'll be your strength, I'll give you hope

Keeping your faith when it's gone

The one you should call was standing here all along

And I will take you in my arms

And hold you right where you belong

Till the day my life is through

I've loved you forever in lifetimes before

And I promise you never will you hurt anymore

I give you my word, I give you my heart

This is a battle we've won

And with this vow, forever has now begun

Just close your eyes each loving day

I know this feeling won't go away

Over and over I fall when I hear you call

Without you in my life baby, I just wouldn't be living at all

Every word I say is true

This I promise you

iloveyounurulhasanah

saya rindu mereka :(

sy x pernah rase rindu y sgt2 dalam smpai cmni, nape sy kene berjauhan ngan family :(:(

lagi 68 hari utk menahan rindu ni, x sabar nak balik malaysia, rindu kasih sayang family, rindu mak, bapak, abg long, kak uda, una, ngan dekwa.. nnti kite g jalan2 same2 eh, makan same2, tgk tv same2, lepak same2..

thumbs up guys!

yup, aku suke giler ngan lagu n MV nih, sorg2 mantap giler vocal. setinggi2 tahniah utk producer n artis2 y buat lagu ni. tabik ah korg, keep up the good work. majulah industry muzik tanah air! cewahhh~

-------------------------------------------->

ILIKEYOUSOMUCH
IMISSYOUSOMUCH
ILOVEYOUSOMUCH
INEEDYOUSOMUCH

YESIDO, SOMUCH

somebody - lemonademouth, bridgitmendler

Can you see me?

Cause I'm right here

Can you listen?

Cause I've been trying to make you notice

What it would mean to me

To feel like somebody

We've been on our way to nowhere

Tryin so hard to get there

And I say

We're gonna let it show!

We're gonna just let go of everything

Holding back our dreams

And try

To make it come alive

C'mon let it shine so they can see

We were meant to be

Somebody

I'm so tired of being invisible

But I feel it like a fire below the surface

Trying to set me free

Burnin inside of me

Cause were standing on the edge now

It's a long way down

We will walk out of this darkness

Feel the spotlight glowing like a yellow sun

And the we fought we fought together

Till we get back up and we will rise as one

no way

i choose to plea not guilty. and i demand for another court session to speak out my appeal to this case. thank you :)

spring break, tjm and her :)

lame jugak tak update. spring break berlalu camtu je kan. sedar tak sedar, dah abes spring break n esok kelas da start semula. kene kembalikan semangat balik sebab ade banyak mende kene setelkan.

skang ni tgh buat surat nk mintak extend dr jpa. susah jugak rupenye nak buat surat dlm bahasa melayu..haha ade lagi 41 credit yang perlu dirembeskan. harap jpa dpt timbang2 mende ni eh. aminnn

spring break start ngan practice utk tjm. ak sempat maen volleyball ngan soccer je. volleyball x lepas grouping pun. socer dapat nombor due..yeayyy!!haha cam budak2 plak. sejurus selepas tjm, ak mendapati bahawa ade penyakit pelik2 datang, mule2 demam, pastu kaki x bole nk bengkok, pastu tangan, pastu sume badan rase sengal yang teramat, pastu datang la demam n batuk2. naseb baek sume2 ni berlaku dlm mase 4 ari je. smpai ari khamis, ak da rase ok sket. cume GI tract ak cm bodoh sket. asyik cirit birit je..:(

then, ari jumaat kan, ak g nebraska. hehehehehehehehe nak g jumpe baby kak izza - abdul muizz. tapi time tu dy demam n terpakse duk hospital. siyes comel and kecik sgt baby baru lahir ni eh..and alhamdulillah, kak nadiah pun bersalin tgh malam tu jugak, so sempat jenguk2 tgk anak dy - abdul syakir namenye. x sempat nk dukung2, sebab kecik sgt n rase x brani..hehehehe 2 baby baru yang comel2 utk lincoln :):) then g makan sushi kt wasabi omaha. g ngan aizat, bha, hasanah, raihan, ain, fatin, choco ngan ain. dorg makan sushi dgn happy skali. ak makan ape y ak mampu je..hahaha malam tu dorg masak2 utk ktorg y dtg dr ames. naseb x baek perut ak sakit2 time tu..huuuuu dpt la jugak rase sikit, n sedappppp sgt!:)

sementara tu, sempat jugak g date ngan hasanah :) ktorg g jalan2 n tgk wayang cte "i am number four" ngan sempat melahap frap mocca kt starbuck..hehe. even sekejap je dpt spend mase, tp ak puas ati.:) and sorry hasanah, x sempat nak cakap goodbye. takpe, april 8 nnti nur luqman g sane jumpe nurul hasanah lagi eh :):):):):) thank you for spending time with me. just so u know -  i love you so much much much, budak mengadeee :)

jom study utk kelasses n the rest of spring semester !! ade 5 je exam besar. insyaAllah ak akan buat yang terbaik :)

I LOVE YOU :)

The shortest word in the world is 'I,' the sweetest word in the world is 'love' and the only one for me is 'you"

I've fallen in love with you and I'll never let you go. I just had to let you know and if you ever wonder why, I don't know what I'll say, but I'll never stop loving you, each and every day". So, If you're asking if I need you, the answer is forever. If you're asking if I will leave you, the answer is never. If you're asking what I value, the answer is you. and if you asking if I love you, the answer is I DO

**I love you more now than when you began to read this.

atas tarikh :)

update sket

WST
aritu time world soccer tournament, team ak tak perform langsung. maen macam haram je, and tak boleh nak salahkan sape2, sume tak ready nak join turnament. tapi takpe, byk pengalaman yang ditimba, harap pasni takdelah kalah2 lagi eh -- ak tau badan ak berat, so mintak maaf eh kawan2 sbb ak tak bole lari laju2 dah..takpe, ak tengah berusaha nk ringan2 smule..haha

DUIT
bil tepon, sewa umah ngan bil eletrik still tak berbayar. duit mmg jd masalah besar dlm hidup ak, jarang ak bole senyum sbb duit aku byk..haha.. kadang2 terpikir jugak, nnti klo ak keje nnti camane la ak nk handle masalah kewangan..klo korg nk tau, skang ni ak tgh lepak kt umah gborn/pejoe/ahmad - sbb eletrik umah ktorg kene potong, lmbat byr..padan muke ktorg..haha

TJM
Temasya Jagoh Malaya name diberi. nnti ade cam sukan kecil kecilan just utk merapatkan sillaturrahin sesame student malaysia kt Iowa - minni ngan wiscon pun ade y nk join..alhamdulillah. semua ni idea abg shamel kite y bertungkus lumus nk adekan temasya ni. ade futsal, volleyball, takraw ngan badminton. ofkos la ak join futsal, n klo bole main 2 game ak nk maen volleyball just for fun..hehe. lagipun, TJM ni bole jugak nak dijadikan platform persediaan menempuh Midwest game nnti..:)

STUDY
gile babeng punye teruk. sem ni yang paling mencabar bagi ak..stelah lame ak berpikir, ak ad buat satu teori -"...klo aku x study, ak fail exam -  klo ak study sikit2, ak fail jugak exam tu - and even aku study giler2 pun, ak fail jugak, so maksudnye ak mmg BODOH..." --> betul ke eh? aku mmg tgh tensen pasal subjek2 ak sem ni, ak harap x effect sgt kt ak nye pointer, nnti ak kene anta balik msia baru pdn ngan muke ak.

BALIK MALAYSIA
bcakap pasal balik msia td, ak akan pulang ke watersoil pd 3jun and smpai sane 5jun..mule2nye ak nye flight 2jun, tp ntah kenape cancel2, pastu tunde ke 3jun, xpe, lewat sehari je pun.

RINDU
aku rindu giler2 kt mak bapak ngan fmly ak kt msia, x sabar nk balik msia n peluk dorg smpai xnk lepas..huuuuu. pastu aku rindu makanan kt msia, ak harap nnti ak makan byk2 pun, ak stil bole jage badan ak y susah nk jage ni..hahaha

SPRING BREAK
nnti spring break ingatkan nk jalan2 g chicago or minni ngan nebraska, tp kene tgk budget duit dulu kot, mengikut kiraan, duit ak mmg x ckup..hahaha, tgk la cane nnti.

LIVERPOOL
aritu pas menang 2nd leg uefa cup lwn prague, tibe2 x perform plak bile lwn west ham, kalah 3-1 plak tu, ntah ape la silapnye.. takpe2, nnti kite belasah MU cukup2 esok..haha

***budak mengade, wish you good luck nnti perform kt malaysian night eh, jangan mengade2 sgt time buat persembahan. nnti kene baling ngan maggi..hehe -- i miss you so much :)~

penat dah taip2 ni, nnti next week ak free, bole la ak update blog slalu..hehe. chow~

****one more thing - ak x tau ko still bace blog aku ke x. tp in case la ko terbace, ak nk ckp trime kaseh sbb ajar ak camane nk kenal pompuan - yang bukan mcm ko. tp aku tau ko mmg baek, cume ak x bole trime ape y ko buat n ckp ak aku, konon2 sbb nk rase sorg2 kn, tup2 tibe2 je suke beruang...takpe lah, smoga korg bbahagie smpai ke anak cucu - xyah nk terase plak ngan mende y ak ckp eh. , ps : naseb baek ko ckp awal2 kt aku, thanks a lot eh:):):) to the guy with the same name with me, good luck!!

Liverpool vs Sparta Prague: Europa League

Liverpool make only their 2nd ever trip to the Czech Republic for Thursday's Europa League Round of 32 1st leg match against Sparta Prague. European action is back in the world of football and it serves to remind the Reds what they’re fighting for - the Champions League. Enough about the League table for now. The Reds are coming off a six-game unbeaten streak with a four-game win streak in the middle and have only conceded three goals in all six games, while scoring 10.

Steven Gerrard should be fit to take on Sparta Prague after missing out against Wigan

 

Starting lineup like Joe Cole who has not played since he scored the winner against Bolton before the New Year and was even sent to the reserves as well as Milan Jovanovic, David N’Gog and Danny Wilson. This would allow players like Dirk Kuyt, who has played tirelessly all season, and man of the moment Raul Meireles.

Luis Suarez may be given a bit of a rest in the away leg but should make an appearance off the bench.

Because the return leg is at Anfield, Prague cannot really afford to sit back and try to hold Liverpool to a 0-0 draw Thursday. The Reds should also have everyone available to put out a three-man back line and have Gerrard back in the midfield dictating play, so it could turn out to be an exciting match with plenty of attacking play. Liverpool should be expected to make it at least to the semifinals of the competition like last season and have a very good chance of going all the way to the final in Dublin.

Possible Statrting IV: Reina, Kelly, Carragher, Kyriagkos, Skrtel, Johnson, Lucas, Poulson, Gerrard, Kuyt, Ngog

Bench: Gulasci, Agger, Aurelio, Meireles, Suarez, Jovanovic, Maxi

Stein, Neri. (2011, February 15). Liverpool vs. sparta prague: europa league preview. Retrieved from http://bleacherreport.com/articles/609824-liverpool-v-sparta-prague-europa-league-preview 

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spring?

eh2..dah nk masuk spring ke? cam awal je plak kn tahun ni punye spring..hehe
yang bestnye, dak2 ni sume da x sabar nk maen bola padang..ak pun skali terketar2 kaki ni :)
sume nk bertungkus lumus mereadykan diri nk maen midwest..

"x kire doo. nk menang jugak kali ni..."

nnti ak update lagi, anep ngan arep ajak g subway lak..:)

kan ak da ckp kt ko, ko xnk caye..

semua mende y berlaku msti ad sebab kn..

so jgn la slalu nk amek certain msalah tu dr sudut negative jee

even mende tu negative pun, still ad "positivenye" somewhere

 just buat y ape kite mampu, dgn usaha yang terbaekkk ~~

tp klo x dpt, jgn lah down sgt2

mmg kite akan kecewa, tp still byk mende y kite boleh capai kn

setiap org kn ad takdir masing2

Allah tau apa y tebaekkk utk kite

jgn putus asa. jgn putus asa and dont give up!

mak ak penah ckp, "man, g beli telur sepuluh bijik kt kedai minah"

so, jgn putus asa k!!

:) :) :) :)

td kt gilman, ak buat snowman dlm mase 2 minit..hahaha

before g smayang jumaat, ngan ayoot, aizat, ahmad n gborn..hehe

ni ha hasilnye..cuteeee, mcm arnab antartika :p

lagi 3 bulan lebey ak nk balik malaysia

aku giler2 rindu everything y ak rindu..heeee~

nnti update lagii, da ngantuk, nk tido

good nyte :)

alhamdulillah

THANK YOU ALLAH :)

korg jahat!

ujung minggu lepas, gman kene demam selesema n batuk2

pastu, ahad baru2 ni, aizat plak kene

then, x pasal2 ak kene gak..huuuuu

ni namenye jangkitan paradigma :)

anep x kene la plak..jeles2!..hahaha

seyes, badan rase x sedap gile

so, pagi td, mmg kepale otak ak berat giler

disebabkan itu, seharian ak x g kelas

3 kelas straight ak skip, nyesal mmg la nyesal, tp nk wat cmane..huuu :(

da la ad presentation n homework y kene anta..huuuu

nape la time2 ni jugak sakit ni nk dtg..:(:(:(

da lame x sakit2 cmni, naseb baek arini elok sket
Alhamdulillah :)

esok pg kene g kelas jugak! kene kuatkn smangat..hehe

kaki aku cm makin truk la plak..huuuu

duk jengket2 g kelas, naek bas pun cm org cacat..hehehe

padan muke ak..~

~chow

mengidam ~

da lame ak mengidam ayam percik mak ak

 then td g try2 buat

and then, jadi la pulak..hehehehehe

nyum2~

arini, fluffy snow turun dgn cantiknye ~ MasyaAllah :)

tp x dpt nk men snow, kaki sakittt..huuuuu

xpe, snow kt iowa turun smpai bulan 3 nnti, byk lagi maseee~ hehehe

gusol ricet

aritu, try masak kurma kambing, dgn pertolongan sahabat handai, alhamdulillah menjadi la jugak..hehe - not bad laa utk amateur nye level..

pastu kan, arini ari first turf kt rec center bukak, setelah beberape bulan x men futsal kt turf tu..so ktorg semangat2 la nk g men, dah la last2 kene halau ngan rugby women nye team, x dpt ktorg nk membantah, pasrah je..hahaha

yang paling bes, ak dpt hadiah istimewa sempena grand opening turf ni, kire ak cm bertuah giler ah..

bangge la gak kejap :) hehehe ni ha hadiahnye :

pedih yang tidak terkata, bole buat muke jeeee..hehehe, tapi amat bermakne..sebab ak suke kaler merah..hahaha
then, naseb bek pegawai2 rec center arini baek ,dorg tolong ak balut lukaku ini..hehe
thank you daun keladi, pagi2 gosok gigi, minum kopi :)

sekian ~

ready?

dulu, cikgu add math aku pernah cakap

"..we should always be ready for all kind of kemungkinan.."

yup, and i am going to..

this semester gonnna be so so hard ;(

kubal mujah

Arini masuk hari kedua semester spring 2011. Memang mule2 aritu, cm smangat giler nk masuk sem baru. Ak ingatkan cm sem ni ak bole rileks sket, sbb ak just amek 5 sbjek 13 credit. Tp memandangkan sbjek2 yang ak kene amek, terlintas jugak lah kt otak ak ni "bole jd giler ak sem ni"...haha. Untuk sem ni, ak amek sbjek :

English - banyak keje yang melampau lampau banyak

Food Science - simple tp byk mende kene research

Food Engineering - !@#$%&(*&^$^%#*&% ___subjek paling mencabar kewibawaan ak menangani masalah ketidakpandaian dalam fizik ngan calculus..haha, ni la killer sbjek ak sem ni, tp mmber2 ak ramai y amek engineering , so kene jd anak murid dorg laa..hehe

Microbiology - ni introduction course je, so ak harap jgn la bg y detail2 sgt eh, ak da la lembab giler klo biology ;(

Biochemistry - second killer sbject ;( xnk ckp pape, sbb ari pertame masuk kelas, dah x paham pe lecturer ckp, tp lecturer dy sempoi giler, cm x boring kot klo nk g kelas..IA

So bcakap pasal sem ni, ak spatutnye amek 16 credit, tp disebabkan rec center da nk psg smule turf, then pas ak pk2 balik, bek ak drop dlu sbjek speech comm. Skang ni, baru ak rase keputusan ak nk drop sbjek ni mmglah teramat berbaloi. Kalau x nnti, muke ak masuk paper - cubaan bunuh diri..;( Papehal pun, kene bsemangat jugak nk start sem baru. Yang lepas tu, kite lupekan eh. Kite bole improve - teringat plak pengetua semsas ak pnah ckp, "..the biggest room in the world is the room to get improved..", betul jugak kn?

Skang ni ak tgh lepak2 kt snedecor computer lab. Tempat bese ak lepak2 klo ad gap kelas. Org2 kt cni cm da boring je tgk muke ak, msti dorg pk "asyik muke mamat ni je ad kt cni..nyampah tauuu ~ auww" - khayalan semate2

Td ak ad perasaan dimane nk view blog someone ni, dah lame x bukak blog dy, saje kot nk tau2 citer.

Skang tgh snow, tp x sejuk sgt, so arini ak pakai baju 2 lapis je. Then tadi, bile diri lame2 kt luar, mule la "menggeligil" - geli smbil menggigil..haha..kalau korg paham la maksud ak..;p

Aritu malas nk story pasal winter trip, ktorg budak2 bujang kt cni g jalan2 kt california. klo nk ak citer betape best nye ktorg g jalan2, ak kene buat blog baru kot, x ckup space la kt blog ni..hehe ;) penat tu mmg lah penat, tp betul jugak org ckp, pengalaman tu x bole nk dibeli kt amazon mahupun ebay..sedap je mata memandang betape indahnye ciptaan Allah kt bumi ni..MasyaAllah.;) Antara state y ktorg lalu : Missouri, Oklahoma, Texas, Arizona, New Mexico, California, Nevada, Kansas ngan Nebraska :):):)

Skang ni ak tgh layan secret garden. Ada org suggest ak tgk drama ni..weeeeeee~

Rase excited nk maen bola ngan badminton tiap ari, jadual ak paling last pun abes kul 3..yeayy! Tp kelas tiap pagi start pukul 9..huwaaaaaa!!

Last question -----> bole ke eh kalau anak murid kawen ngan cikgu dy? hehehehe

winter break~

ames.dallas.houston.sanantonio.tucson.sandiego.losangeles.sanfrancisco.lasvegas.lincoln

fun, fun and fun 

all said :)

i won't front, but i just wanna be with you. So, I'm gonna wait and i promise you, when the days come, i'm sure with my heart and soul that i'll never letting you go ;)

i love you.. so much

She used to hold me
She used to clean me
She used to clothes me
She used to feed me
She used to hug me

She used to buy me new clothes

She used to comb my hair

She used to blow my nose

She used to hear me before I could talk
She used to hold me before I could walk
When I fell, she picked me up and clean my cut
When I cry, she wiped my tears

She's always be with me

When I was sick, she stay up all night

She hold me tight

She knows my fears
She's really cares

I should give all my love to her
I should give all my respect  to her
I should give all my honor to her
I should pay good mind to her
I should stay right close to her

I should take good care of her

I should never say no to her

I should listen to her the most
I should think of her the most
After Allah and Rasulullah

Alhamdulillah
Thank you Allah
Thank you Allah
For her, as my beloved mother ;)